Noelle is drugged to help her blood pressure stay steady and to help her sleep, so I'm left here typing myself to sleep. This might be the last time I fall asleep without having met our son. Very surreal.
Happy birthday to Melissa, by the way! I hope you're open to the idea of sharing your day.
So many thoughts and worries, hopes and fears - I mentioned to someone that we were close to the end now, and he reminded me it was really just the beginning of everything.
Bring it on.